My Prayer

I want to be sure,
Too sure to not go through that pain once more. 
To not regret. 
To be able to feel loved and be loved.
To be able to be free from all my what-ifs.
To answer my what-ifs. 
To feel the heartbeat of the other person that beats only for you and most especially for my God. 
To love my God first, 
Then I, as a second placer before anyone and anything else. 
That God would be the only center of our relationship. 
I want to witness the bravery that he'll be bracing to be in my life.
And I pray that not too soon, not too late but in God's perfect time.

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